Real At All?

Wrote this last year.

He left me one morning,
he was forcin' the horse in haste
he left me here alone to taste the dust
as if nothing had ever happened with us

I stood ever still, ever heavy
as tears fell away just like he did that day
I threw his rose aside
as he never looked back behind

I cussed at the sun
swore at it till it left me too
I waited for him to come back soon
but all I got was that moon

I'll scratch you away from memory
-you've ceased to exist!
attach your face to another
I'll pretend I ran away

Nevermind, forget it all,
don't fret, never forgive, put it all to rest
best sleep it off, wake up tomorrow
when all this sorrow's been made numb