A dark place

We go there when we don't know where we are going.

My lungs are splitting

My skin is crawling

My mind is drawing a blank

My heart  seizes!

My Desires in rage themselves

My face has gone blank

My emotions are all over the place

My mind is going insane with nothing but rage!

E very breath I try to take hates my intentions

Your heart is on my mind

Your fears are in my focuses

Your life is destine to be mine

I hate this feeling

I hate this splitting pain in my chest

I hate this desire to let loose all control

I’ve got a bad taste in my mouth.

I just keep asking myself over and over, why do I keep breathing?

I can’t help but to hate my love, and love my hate

I just lost all control of feeling in

I don’t feel like the present is the present

I feign for the past like a cocaine addict feigns for the next bump

There’s no way alcohol can make these feelings go numb

There is no way I can forget about you

There is no way I can keep this going

I’ve got to find another way

I’m in a dark place of my mind.

Reviews

[Dewella~Vintella]

The darkness in our minds is probably the one things we treasure most, and despise more than anything else.

Its the one place we keep all our truths, our essence. It is the one place we are truly ourselves with no judgment. but in that hiding there is pain, longing. Striving to show our true colors, but still holding ourselves back forever more.

We might be writing on the walls of our mind, but our words are witting in our souls blood. A double edged blade.

Beautiful.

Vinny~