I'm...

I'm so so very tired right now.

I'm tired of not being true to myself.

Tired that everyone comes and goes in my life.

I'm tired of lying to myself thinking that everything will be okay.

I'm scared.

Don't leave me.

I want to trust people.

I'm about to go crazy.

I wonder why do I act someone that isn't me.

Why do I smile when I want to cry so bad?

Why?

Where have I gone?

I miss my true self.

But what is my true self?

Author's Note

This is how i feel sometimes :/