Constantly

A ringing in my head everyday every hour every minute.

Like a bird chirping every morning or insects singing all night.

It won't go away no matter what I do.

Constantly ringing in my head.

Reminding me how pathetic I am.

Nothing will change and never will.

Why am I still here?

What am I hoping for?

Someone to save me from this excruciating pain?

That's impossible... No one stays, people come and go.

It's better to just lock it up inside a cage hidden away.

Like a bird not knowing anything bout its surrounding within the cage.

Then no one will ever know and I won't get hurt that away.

It's better to let it eat my alive, piece by piece.

Just simple as that.

But sometimes I think it's better that maybe just maybe it's best to just end it.

Maybe the ringing in my head will disappear.

And I can be free from it.

Just as the bird flew away from its cage.