Imagine

Imagine having many words repeat in your head. The words that you fear of. Now imagine that in your head all day. Imagine that your crowded by your friends always smiling, listening to their stories. Even though you have those words in your head screaming at you! Yelling constantly about your flaws, your mistakes, your life. Imagine your smiling, laughing to hide your pain away. Afraid to open up because they'll reject you or be lied to once again. Imagine going home seeing your family and they think you are fine. Their little precious child who was no worries in the world. They couldn't imagine that in your mind your thoughts would repeat useless, unwanted, ugly, fat, dumb, should be dead, disgrace, waste of life... Now imagine doing that every single day of your life, again and again