I hate you to the point your everything I think about,everything I want,everything I love,I hate the

A Poem by imatotalboss

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Why do I love you,you drive me to the point I want to tear out my hair and scream at the sky...The way you smile,your eyes,they capture and tangle me,these emotions they mangle me. You make everything feel okay when I'm sobbing and even more tears are on their way,you make me smile when when I havnt in a long,long while. I dont want to feel like I need you,everytime you leave my soul it bleeds for you,an empty gap that I can fill...A map with nothing on it,directionless,hopeless,confused... I'm angry cause I love you,thought I could rise above you,you infuriate me,you intoxicate me, but You're so damn beautiful and I just want to stay. Losing you would make me nothing,I've given you my everything,I'm so lost,will you hold me? tell me things will be okay? My heart is open but my mouth has no words to say,Why does life always seem so gray without you,I hate you because I love you, I'm so afraid of losing you,afraid of waking up,and you being gone,seeing things in my dreams,is anything what it seems? I'm so paranoid,it has me annoyed,I love being with you but it hurts so much to love you... I will stay here,because I hold you dear,forget how I feel,youre what I need.