the shrinks project# 6

 

Still nothing from it. I think it may be gone but how do I know for sure. I never expected to miss it but my head feels empty without it. I’m so scared it will come back but almost as scared it won’t.  I started seeing a new shrink. He thinks the feeling is just a by product of an over active imagination and a fear of wild animals. He says I let this fear control my entire life. I wish the beast would rip out his throat! No! No I don’t! I don’t know where that came from. God what’s happened to me?