Time passes slowly, Mind traveling and unraveling in time what has shown me.,
It started out lonely, No...... 'I started out alone/
Searching to hurting, then letting go just to yearn,
Tears turned to smiles and then fears came about I reached for you in silence but then saw I was reading aloud.
So i dream about violence, and burning the crowd
or do the opposite and hold them down, laughing as they drowned.
My ears and heart beat with the sound.
Not realizing the truth, I was always allowed.
We can do what we want, its our life, the ninth of the clouds
I'm ninth in a crowd, rain dropping slowly as I faint from the sound, Restraints so I'm down in pain as you drown, you came thoughts of saving me but slaying came about. I change trying to paint you til my brush figured it out, the colors were fading so I rushed to clear the piles, rearranging the picture but the dust became too loud,
Curse this easel, be ashamed, your pentagrams down,
Fur restraints, easily im release from this bed post now.
Exercise the Exorcisms enterprise,
your entitled to try or sit with the rest of them an stare at the sky.
Blood in there eyes, an entities reply, but i defend mine.
Like a goalie with a puck, i don't give a f**k,
Slap this shot for me, diving block with a single stroke ow this brush.
Stories so different minds miles apart, a heart that beats love and one bleeds with darts. As I read I'm lost but try to keep speed and believe in all that is flawed, I'm scarred and my souls barred with nights intertwined , seeking so much but disdains all I find,
As i rewind, back in the darkness, i realign, and B a line, i don't see the wrongness.
In these words, so violent but harmless,
I try for that smart s**t, but its obvious who's not the strongest.
i give them the plans i drew up
with thoughts methodically calculated
and so intricately placed ,
every outcome was accounted for
and algebraically related.
f*****g statistically graced,
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