Apology

Ex boyfriends NEED to apologize so you won't feel so horrible, I'm still crying.

Time heals everything it seems,
but that's only in my dreams. 
As time moves forward memories fade,
the past was like a newly sharpened blade.
The echos of our laughter swarm around in my head,
the thought of you is something I dread.

The sound of tears is my lullaby!
We never got to say a proper goodbye. 
I'm standing here screaming out loud!
I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm waiting.
I'm waiting for you to come back. 

Stay still and don't cry little boy,
you only used me as your f*****g toy.
I'm the one who should be crying,
when I'm the one who lies here dying. 
Time has erased every feeling I felt for you,
time has suppressed everything we would do. 

The sound of tears is my lullaby!
You're worthless and you should die!
All you did was manipulate!
We never even went on a real date!
I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm waiting!
For the day you say you're sorry. 

Time is my healer,
you are the heart stealer.
I thought you actually loved me,
but that could never be... 

My tears are my lullaby!
Stay still and don't cry little boy!
All you did to me was manipulate!
Did you ever contemplate? 
Time moves on and your memories fade!
Life is like a newly sharpened blade. 

I'm waiting I'm waiting I'm waiting...
for the day you say you're sorry. 

Author's Note

I hope he one day hears this song!

Reviews

[Beth]

this is really good nd yeah he should hear this song