life in the shadow

dont not let urself be decovered

 

 

       life in the shadow

I WAS THERE, BUT NO ONE SAW ME.

I WAS THERE, BUT NO ONE HEARD ME.     

I HAD IDEAS, BUT NO ONE LISTENED.

I WAS MAD.I COULDNT TAKE IT.I WAS

ON OVERLOAD. I BEGAN TO WALK TO 

ROOM, I MADE IT! NO ONE STOPED ME.    

I SAT ON MY BED HOPING NO ONE 

HEARD ME CRY. I REACHED TOWARDS

MY NIGHTSTAND AND SAW IT, RIGHT

ON TOP OF EVERYTHING, RIGHT WHERE 

I LEFT IT AFTER I USED IT LAST NIGHT

I PICKED IT UP AND HELD IT TO THE 

LIGHT; IT SHINED. I PUT IT RIGHT 

AGAINST MY WRIST IT WAS COLD. I 

BEGAN TO PUSH DOWN AND STOPED 

WHEN THE PAIN BEGAN TO GET 

UNBEARIBLE, AND AS I BEGAN TO 

DOES OFF INTO AN UNWAKEABLE 

STATE I TOLD MYSELF THIS WAS ALL 

BECAUSE OF THE SO CALLED GOOD 

PARENTS. BUT I SAW PAST THEM HOW THEY                      

WERE LYERS AND INCREDABLY 

STUPID AND HOW THEY COULDNT 

SUPPORT THEIR FAMILY. NO MATTER

HOW HARD THEY TRIED. THEY WERE 

NOTHIN TO ME NOT AFTER THEY

TREATED ME LIKE CRAP WHILE THE

OTHERS IN THE FAMILY WERE TREATED 

LIKE ROYALTY. I HATE THEM AND I HATE 

            MYSELF! 

 

Author's Note

dont mind grammer or spelling