collection of breakup thoughts

collection of breakup thoughts

A Poem by blakechristine

one of the worst parts of a breakup is wondering... 
are they crying too? Or are they trying to forget you in the 
curves of another women?
what did they do with with all of the thing you gave them?
do they still sleep with that blanket? or does the charm still
hang from from their keychain?
so many questions with a broken connection to the answer. 


Not really sure how you can say you left because I was unhappy when now all I feel is broken...


Why now? why do you have to decide all these thing now not before you convinced me
you'd never leave?..


Is it bad that I hope you're hurting
as much as me?


I can't tell if I haven't processed it yet or if my mind knew you were gone far before...


A little part of me keeps hoping to see your name in my notifications 


I wonder if you remember putting my picture in your wallet or if one day you will go looking for something and find it and 
remember everything you lost.


I want to cry but I fear I have no tears left to let fall


I just want to be held by you one last time,
I want to feel your lips on mine,
don't i deserve at least that?


I know ill be okay without you but I don't want to be without you...

© 2019 blakechristine


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kg
going through a break-up sucks! a lot! i'm going through one right now, and all i can really say is that in the end, you'll realize that even if he's not hurting like how you did, you're the one that will have healed from it. it sucks to move on from someone you had real feelings for, but in the end you're better off without them. at least they gave you the chance to grow as a person, right? stay strong and keep writing, honey! ♡

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going through a break-up sucks! a lot! i'm going through one right now, and all i can really say is that in the end, you'll realize that even if he's not hurting like how you did, you're the one that will have healed from it. it sucks to move on from someone you had real feelings for, but in the end you're better off without them. at least they gave you the chance to grow as a person, right? stay strong and keep writing, honey! ♡

Posted 6 Years Ago


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Added on November 20, 2018
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Tags: breakup, love, pain, lost

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blakechristine
blakechristine

St. Petersburg, FL



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I am 16 years old and a Junior in High School. Over the years I have found therapy in the art of writing; the feeling of putting all your emotions onto paper (or a computer screen) and allowing the we.. more..

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