Scenec Scape

So as soon as I get to school, I just had to bump into Natasha, who was looking extra gorgeous today. " Hey Lesley!" , " Oh hey Natasha." She looks me with curiosity

" what are you doing tonight? " I was kinda curious myself why she would even care but I say "Ugh ... why?" she looks a little defeated " Just curious...want to hang out?" I was like yess! in my mind but like an idiot I say, " Uh... I was kinda already going to a club." Natasha looks like she has lost her favorit pair of shoes haha " Oh..." I say " Do you wanna come?" Her eyes light up like a light "  Sure!, I mean yeah that sounds cool." I try not to laugh cause she obviouslyis really looking forward to it . "Alright want to walk with us, or do  you want to meet us there?" She thinks for a second " I'll meet you there just give me the address , and what time you want to meet." I think about it just so I don't sound like a friggin idiot! "  Twenty three BloomingDale Avenue its called Scenec Scape , meet you at nine." I feel pretty good about myself at this point.Then Natasha says " Alright I'll see you tonight." I was like hell yeah ! , and then I turn around and say "ok see you around bye." After school was over with Liza and I went to the mall. Well I call it " the hall way" it's so small. We went to Risky Fever the hottest teen clothing store in California. So we try on some really short black dresses, with neon pink climbing over our chests, like they were on fire. Thank god I had saved money otherwise we would be screwed! We paid for the dresses , and went to Liza's house to do our hair. Now It's eight thirty I'm making a few major ajustments, to my makeup. Now we can finally leave. we leave at eight fourty-five, we need to hurry up! The club is ten minutes away from Liza's house. We walk so fast we almost fall on our faces, because of course our heels are like skyscrapers. Finally we get there and look for Natasha. I don't see her anywhere "s**t!" Liza looks at me and says " What's wrong Les?" I look away from her and say " nothing its fine lets go in ." We walk in and there she is in a tight black dress and high heels. Oh my gosh my mouth drops, " hey Natasha!", she spots me anshe looks impressed haha " hey Lesley!", I didn't think you were ging to show up. I look at her with a little irratation " It's only 9:10 Natasha." She looks at me with a omg I am such an idiot face " right.. so anyway you guys ever been here before?"

I take a good look around " Nah we both say I look over at Liza and she has the same look I do ." Natasha looks around and says " wanna go sit down?" I say trying to act like I'm not looking at her gorgeous body," Sure". We all walk over to a booth andsit down, we begin just b.s'ing , and acting like we all dont know these guys are eyeing all of us up.  We look over and start starring, we are trying to figure out how old they are. They begin talking to eachother, and then the biggest,tallest,and best looking guy gets up. HE walks over to our table " hey ladies how are we doin tonight?" I of course am the only one who has the tits to say anything. " We are fine how are you?" He looks at me and says " lonely would you like to dance?" I smile and say " sure", I get up and walk with him to the center of the dance floor. He grabs my waist and goes to my ear and says " you wanna have a good time ?" I'm totally turned on and shake my head yes. " Good girl my name is Dante." I smile "Lesley is my name." He looks at me like he wants to be anywhere but here with me. We keep dancing and we start grinding I'm so pumped. I feel had about ditching Liza and Natasha, but I look back and Liza is talk to a chick at the bar, and Natasha is talking to a girl. Why would she... OMG ! Is Natasha a ... no way! I focus back on Dante then music stops. He asks me if I want to go back to his place. At this point I don't know what to do, I say "one sec I'm gonna go tell the girls". He smiles and says " Ight boo" he says like the sexy beast he is. I smile and run to the girls. " Guys major problem Dante wants me to go back to his place!" They look at me with such shock " What, who is Dante?!" I just wanna slap both of them for being stupid but Instead I say " That guy who asked me to dance!" They both have their eyes bugged and their mouths dropped and then they smile and say, " Omg do it girl!," " Yeah Liza is right do it!" I'm really excited but then something comes up in my brain and say " What about mom?" Liza looks at me smiles and says " I'll tell her you're hanging with me for the weekend." I smile " Thanks guys! They both look at me and say " GO!" I ran back to Dante " Alright ready to go !" He smiles " awesome lets go " , So we walk out to his car. " Get in!" he says as he jumps in. I jump in and he looks over at me and leans over and kiss me. I kiss him back he leans back over to the driver's side. Dante starts the car and drove away from the club. We arrive at this apartment complex. We get out he grabs my hand and pulls me towards him, and wraps his hand and pulls me towards him while he wraps his arm around my waist. " Lets go girl" he says while winking. I'm going nuts inside my mind, what do U do,how old is he? We get to his door and he opens it and we walk in. Dante grabs me and starts to kiss me again, I back away." Whoa slow down." Dante looks really confused " why babe don't you like it?" I look at him " I do but... how old are you?" Dante smiles and says "I'm twenty-five why?" I stop and back further away " What.. I'm seventeen!" Dante winks at me and then says " Damn your so young , that means you're nice."  He grabs me tighter, I am a little freaked out " no you're to old!" I say trying to break free. Dante gets a little angry " no stay!" ,I'm struggling but I manage to say " leave me alone Dante" I try  to leave but he grabs me harder and harder. I'm really scared and really pissed " Dante let me go!" I kick him right in his crotch. He wails and falls to the ground, I bolt out of there. I run down the stairs run out of the doors and hijack his car. The stupid idiot left his keys in the ignition! Ha-ha I drive back to the cub get out and run in. I see the girls run past the guys Dante was with " guys!" They turn around " Whoa what are you doing here?" I say out of breath
 Turns out Dante is twenty-five!" They stop dancing " what, I thought he was our age!" I say very sarcastically " well he isn't." They laugh and Liza says " Oh well there us other fish in the sea." We start laughing and then the rest of the night, we are dancing together. We left at about midnight then went to the coffee shop. Natasha looks at us and says " hey do you guys want to go to my house?" Liza and I look at each other and immediatly say " I guess we can", we both say, finally we are going to a hot girls house! After we finish up our coffee and walk to Natasha's house, and of course she lives on RoseGarden Bolivard. Her dad is the maker of Jumptrix, which is this jumping thing. He makes four million dollars ever teo weeks so there loaded. I mean I live on that same street but my house isn't nearly as nice.We walk into her her house go upstairs. Her room is awesome its decked out with neon green paint and fuzzy carpets,along with all kinds of pictures of her family. We talk about useless stuff, then LIza gets up and says " I'm gonna go to the bathroom, I'll be right back." Natasha and I say ok. Liza leaves and Natasha turns to me, she leans in and kisses me ! I have no idea what to do . I just kiss back and it keeps going and going. We don't stop and then we stop right Liza comes back. " Alright so what do you guys wanna do now?" Natasha looks at me and smiles. I smile a little back , we act likenothing ever happened. I keep thinking that maybe being bisexual  isn't so bad. We pass out by four am. We wake up at ten and we get redressed. We eat pancakes and watch Pedro's Race. It was really dumb it's about this kid, who is in this presidential election, and he ends up loosing cause he gets into drugs. We leave and go to the mall because I still have money, to waste and then Liza just goes home. Natasha is all wierd now, she keeps smiling and then winks at me. She asks me to stay again I obviously say yes, and we spend the rest of the day together. We go back to Natasha's house and we order pizza, and watch Teen Fling. Its a teen drama show but it's  so funny! We go up to her room after awhile. She says " hey les... do you wanna...?" I say " Wanna what Natasha?" She leans in and kisses me, "wait" I say in mid liplock, I thought you were straight." She laughs" haha yea most people do but I'm strickly taco.: She sticks her tongue out at me. We both laugh and she kisses me again. Then we kinda just sit there for awhile, didn't really do anything else. I'm sorta new at this but we both really enjoy it. After awhile we lay in her bed together and watched movies, and cuddled it was really, really awesome. I didn't want to stop, neither did she, I felt so good one though, how do I tell Liza? Crap, then starts the worry the thought og a friend, a best friend no doubt lost. The reason i think Liza has a crush on me, or she has a crush an Natasha. Who wouldn't Natasha is gorgeous! Natasha looks at me and says " hey Les... I have a question." I am curious at this point  " what's that?"  She pauses and then says " Do you want to go out with me?" I ponder this question and thin kwhat the consequences. Then I say " yes, I would love to." I smile and kiss her softly , what have I got myself into... oh boy. Now I have a girlfriend another dark secret. What next,,, then her mom walks in..." "what the hell is going on here?!" My face gets super red and I just lay there.She looks at us a minute and then says " ha ha I was just playin , what's up girls?!" At this point I am so confused and I look at Natasha. Natasha looks at her mom " nothing just watching a movie." She look at me and says " my mom kows about me." Then she laguhs histerically, her mom just ignores it . Apparently she is used to her freakish banter. I smile and laugh my usual fake laugh. Her mom says" So you're the new girlfriend huh? I smile and blush and say " yes Ma'am," she looks at me with a silly face and says "ma'am is my mother you can call me Shalay." " Alright" I laugh Natasha is just so tickeled that her mom likes me. I say this next line like I got swagger coming out my ears. " Whatch you guys think about me dieing my hair jet black, and get pruple streaks?" They look at me and study my feautres lik eI was the last dress left for prom. Then they bnoth answer at the same time  "sexy mama!" We all laugh then go downstairs and her mom says " I could give you money to get it done and take you if you want..." I look at her with a half smile but say  " that's very nice of you but..." she interjects before I could finish and says " please I insist I never get to do anything, nice for anyone". I give it a thought and then give in and say  " well alright thank you". I smile and give her a hug. Natasha is like " you're really lucky mom has never done anything like that with my past girlfriends!" I look at her with a ear to ear grin " I guess I'm just oh so charming." Natasha tries not to laugh, "wait a second hey natasha, how we gonna pull this off at school?" She looks at me like I'm super crazy and a little stupid " what do you mean?" I look at her like I look at everyone who never knows what the hell I'm trying to say "like how are we gonna act?' I take a minute to think of the consequences, plus all the extra deama. Also the whole I'm gonna have to tell my mom. Other wise will have two dark secrets, and really don't want anymore. First thing I need to do is tell my mom. There is only one problem how in the hell am i supposed to do that?! I mean I don't think she is going to freak, but then again I could be jumping the gun. I need to play it safe and keep t cool. That way if she does take it wrong , she won't freak as much. Time to go say my goodbyes to Natasha and her mom . I walk home completely oblivious, that creepy Leona is barely like an inch away from my butt... looks like her hands want to go exploring. Anyways I'm jogging yet again to my house. I sit in my house and just think  about all the ways I could tell my mom. Choice A : " mom I'm bisexual can you pass the tacos?!' Choice B: "hey momtly discovered I like both sex's and I have recently experimented." or I could go with the always getting your butt beat choice C: " mom I'm bisexual if you don't like it screw you!" Ugh I might as well be caught making out with a girl! Maybe I should have... then of course mom walks right through the door. She does the usual mom thing " Hey chica how was your day/weekend?" I answer like a typical teenage girl would say " it was alright you know very busy, awesome and low maintenance, how about you mami?" She takes a good look at me and says "it was fine I was very busy and barely had time to sleep." I look at her for a second, and I'm trying to deside if it is a good time. She knows my looks like she knows perfum, very well she can smell every chemical! She can't hold her tongue anymore " Lesley MArie Starchild!" My face goes pale and I'm thinking to myself" crap I have been found out!" My mom looks at me awith her distinct dagger eyes. " Tell me what the hell is going on right now~" I try to interject " bu-but mami!" She interjects right back " No if,ands, or buts chica!" I sigh " mom" I take a deep breath and compose myself. " " Mom I need to talk to you it's very important." She gets a scred look on her face but very serious and sits down. I sit down and I'm shaking so bad I have to hold my arms, " well Lesley what is it chica?" I look at her and say " mom, I'm bisexual." She looks at me for a few mintues and says " Lesley I know sweety" I look at my mom with such confusion " how?" She has a smile on her face " well because you papi was too" I was like " really?" I was shoecked and completely stunned of course. " Yes, he told me on our second date, I was so proud of him it didn't bother me at all." I say witha some what smile on my face "really why not?" She says " It didn't bother me because he wasn't ashamed, plus he was honest." I at that point was smiling ear to ear, and I wanted to hug my mami. Then she turned to me and said " sweety have you experimented yet? I laighed a little, but then said " actually mom as you bring that up..." I clear my throat " I say recently got into a relationship." She smiles " oh good... who with" I smile "Natasha Burgs." Mom stands up and goes " wow she is very pretty, I hear she is the top ofyourclass." So now I was completely happy, and I went upstairs. Got on my computer, logged onto Chatbazzaro and waited to get an im from anyone. Then " Lez16 want to caht with you!' flashes across the screen. I accept it and here we again. Except there isa  picture of her... my eyes get so wide. The picture is a picture of Liza! Finally an im appears:

Lez16: Hey sexy ! I missed you!

Curious: Liza cut the act.

Lez16: wha?? How do you know my name?

Curious: Liza it's me Lesley, you know your best friend! At least I thought I was your best friend!

Lez16: OMG! LEsley!

Curious: Oh stop it! You new it was me after you got the pictures!

Lez16: PLease let me explain!

Curious: What's to explain you lied to me.

Lez16: Lesley please!

I get out of the cat log off and grab my guitar. Prince ( my guitar) seems to be the only that is giving me comfort right now, and keeping me sane. I start working on my song, then my phone rings. It's of course Liza I take a second and deside if I even want to pick up the phone. Well I'm a sucker for Liza we have been friends since we were in diapers. I pick up the phone reluctantly says " what Liza!" She has the sound of a girl that's been crying for days. " I just wanted to say I'm sorry." " I never wanted to hurt you Les." I'm tyrying not give in she needt to realize if we are friends to be honest with me. Not lie to my face like a damn coward that hirts peoples feelings ugh! I say this next line as if life ius all over " Liza come to my house at ten pm, we need to talk." She pauses then says " Les why..." I interject before she can back down " just do it Liza." I hang up the phone and sit in my room until nine forty-five. Then I go down stairs aznd sit in my library room. The doorbell rings a little after ten and I open the door. I walk up to her a tad and say " Liza why did you play me like that?' She looks at me like I was made up of gold and the hottest thing ever. I was a little confused because she was walking over to me. She had a wierd look on her face, it almost looked like she wanted to... Liza grabs my arms and comes up to my mouth and kisses me! That was the most pasionate kiss I have ever gotten from anyone. My mind was roaming my stomach was in knots. I felt so strange, Then I realized something, I pushed away ran upstairrs and locked my door. Liza comes running up the staits and yelling " Les please open the door!" I'm pasing wondering what the hell to do.

She yells again " Les please!" I open the door and kiss her intently. This an even more passionate kiss then the last. That's when I new... when I realized... I'm in love with Liza. The all this time it's been building up. Getting stronger and stronger. Becoming so deep that I tried so hard, to think it was just sisterly love, friendly love. I was wrong I will always be wrong and misundertand how much I could love someone so much. Liza just keeps kissing me, as if these are the last kisses she will ever give. She whsipers in my war " I love you les." I throw her on the ground and kiss her again. " I love you too Liza." We just keep going at it, the problem is what do I do about Natasha? She has feelings fgor me too, plus she and I are kinda an item. Natasha is, beautiful and smart, and funny. It's just that she isn't the one for me... she is someone elses fallen angel. My heart belongs to Liza. Question is what do I say to Natasha... what do I do ?