field of corruption

A Poem by darkangel

slice my wrists and lay me on a bed of ambien
f**k this s**t, endless cycle
sick of waiting for it to begin again
i don't wanna love anymore
left in the same place
im still so f*****g angry
stomach in knots
skin is crawling so fast seems like its running away
i dont wanna live anymore
thank you for showing me
that i corrupted you
that i corrupt everything
f**k my face
look at all that has been accomplished
you f*****g did it
youre another goddamn person whos broken me again
send me back
just take me back to where you f*****g found me
so much disdain
i was unaware of the f*****g return policy on my heart
love is the biggest pile of s**t
everything will be better when i go away
youre just like all of them
everything will be normal
im left to be the same
i will find my grave this time
my own f*****g rapture