Different

So much has changed

I felt nothing before

Now I feel too much

In love again

Engaged to a man

This light of my life

One so different from the others

So attentive, so loving, so independent

How strange to have one I don’t have to do everything for

I’m not playing daddy

I am his man, his lover, his fiancé

I don’t have to tell him everything

To say it’s all easy would be a lie

We have our mood swings

We fuss and fight

I think we both hold grudges

But hell, I’m willing to spend my life with this man

When’s the last time I popped the question?

I can’t take another break up

If this somehow falls through

I won’t try again