Decisions, decisions

I’ve tried to be blind to your games

But deep down, it bothers me still

I should’ve known this wouldn’t work

Again I’ve allowed myself to lose my focus, and look what it got me

Another little boy with the inability to grow up and be faithful

I question why I still have you with me

I no longer have the urge to respond in kind

So why do I tolerate your presence?

Is it that you still have my heart?

Possibly

Or is it that I’ve just gotten used to having you here?

Probably

So my next question is how do I respond to your actions?

Do I retaliate the same way or just leave you in the fear of it

Never knowing if I did or didn’t?

Decisions, decisions…