confusion

How strange to be at this point

Even stranger to worry about a love lost before

He’s on my mind constantly

I sense his turmoil

I feel his pain

The urge to comfort him is back

After all this time, I still love him

I still want his happiness

I feel the misery he’s in

Misery that got worse when I left

He’s lonely still, his friends not helping

His problems remain the same

He doesn’t feel loved and doesn’t love himself

Shall I try again to show him what love truly is?

Should I try to prove that I truly love him one last time?

Even after another heartbreak

My instinct is to go to him and ease his pain

I’m struggling to get through my own

What shall I do?