Darkness continues

yeah, another dark one. sometimes i forget how dark i've gotten. same situation though, bad break up. this was a real rough point for me

I never thought I’d turn out this way

I’m so cold hearted

I care for nothing

I have no desire to love again

I don’t want a boyfriend

I don’t want a girlfriend

I don’t want to cuddle

I don’t want to be held

All I want is sex

Mindless, emotionless sex

Nothing more

Damn all the feeling and emotion

Damn all the attachment

I’m moody and violent and incapable of feeling for anyone

Not after he left me like this

No more pain for me, no more drama

Just the cold dark wasteland of a solitary life

Congratulations, you’ve unleashed the monster

Now suffer the consequences you dumb son of a b***h!