Sitting at my computer near tears.
Thoughts of how unfair were the past years
His voice I just need to hear
To feel around me the arms of my dear.
Overwhelmed with my flight.
He knew how to make me feel it was going to be alright.
My little girl just asked if we were going out today.
To be able to answer her I did pray.
I told her we were not going anywhere,
I didn't feel very well and so much despair
Is it the wind? asked my baby,
I told her that I just missed her Daddy.
Without hesitation, she told me not to worry.
When I die, I will see him again and not be to in a hurry.
So, there is no need to be sad. I just need to practice,
so I will get the hang of it. This she said was a promise.
She told me to look at her, she had learned not to be sad.
She said if I tried, I could probably do it to and not be mad.
For some reason, it felt like he was talking to me through her.
Through this little child God had sent me an answer.
There are miracles all around us, we just have to open our eyes.
Like the renewing life of the butterflies.
So here I am sitting at my computer without tears.
Thanking God for all the wonderful years.