fly away

playing your role doing what your spouse to..

walking on footprints that were drawn for you..

doesn't matter how hard it is,doesn't matter what it takes for you to reach the next print..

its just the way it is,isn't it?..

almost as if your happiness is forced..

healthy and safe yes i know god bless..

except that is not the only way there is why cant you see it?..

blinded by what you believe..

fooled by your mind and beliefs..

saying "come on your just a part of me of course you can achieve it"..

well im screaming and shouting and yet you cant hear..

all the voices i make, can it be that they aren't clear?..

jumping and climbing trying to please..and when i say i cant that's all i hear..

time after time..all the wounds try to heal..but i came to a year where there is no time for broken cells to peal..

different places deeper wounds..a painted smile cause i cant take their thought..

spoken way too loud..that it lead to shattered glass..

but when you take a closer look that glass is my hear..and i cant pick up the pieces they are way too sharp..

upon your head,lying to your self,its easy just get over it that's what they said..

you make jokes and laugh making your self a comedian well the show is over and my tear droops and blood is all that's left..

what to do now?..a body with no soul that's what you get..

a doll controlled by strings was what you all wanted wasn't it?..

a constant smile a happy life,was all she desired cant you sense it?..

but i will stand and say NO,we are not all the same we are all different in our own ways..

give them instruction tell them whats right and whats wrong then stand back and observe let the bird fly and be free but stay there for it,keep her close to ur heart nice and warm..after all to fly away is what she deserves.

Author's Note

what do you think? im a beginner