The Decision...

I'm missing you a lot... I always want to be somewhat with you.. 

I guess, my heart won. I'm into you. I love you. I don't wanna hide it, I don't wanna fight this feeling anymore.. So my decision: I'll show it to you.. I wanna make you feel that I love you. I will take the risk whatever it takes..

Then.... 1....2....3....4.... ..... ..... .....

1 MESSAGE RECEIVED:

Great! It was from you... 

So excited to open it, then:

"I'm sorry..." 

That was the message, that's the word.. Gosh!!! I knew it... the feeling rings a bell.. It was like a deja vu.. No this can't be happening again.. But...

My reaction was like: ^__________^ then T____________T then 

?________? then *_________*... Loading... Loading....

I can't feel anything... I was like a robot for a while. No feeling.. Then boom! It hits me! Ouch! 

I was like: "Sir... why?? what happened??? Why now???" 

Then I found myself replying: "Its okay... I understand.. Go on."

Nah! My bad. 

I don't wanna think that night...

I wanted to cry.. but no tears..

I wanted to shout.. but no voice..

Why now??? 

Ironic!! So ironic that when I already fell for you and decided to be with you was the time when you fell hard too but un----LUCKILY that girl wasn't me.. NOT ME.. not at all...

Author's Note

I'm sorry for the nonsense stuff above..
I just want to let this out of my system..