Left for good...

A month before I’ve known you that incident happened. At first, it doesn’t hurt at all because I was on the denial stage, convincing myself that it was just a joke, a big joke or maybe if it’s real…after a week he will come back and say sorry. I was stupid then. Until I realized that he’s gone… The guy whom I’ve imagined sharing my life with for the next hundred years left me for the lady she adored. When I started accepting that fact, I felt free. Well, I didn’t cry not because I wasn’t hurt but because I readied myself for this. I know that this would happen. I was hurt not because I did like him but because I was hopeful that maybe at the end we will be together. Our friends expected us to be together at the end.

 

When that happened, I don’t know how to start because honestly I was still hoping… I don’t know how to start my life without him. We’ve known each other for almost seven years, yea! no commitment but we know that we cared so much each other that I never dare to find another guy because it was just him. We are young… After we graduate in high school we’ve never seen each other, we seldom exchanged messages. It was like; everything between us was a joke. For years, I’ve put a wall to the guys whom I might fall with just for him. I don’t know but I felt doing it before.

 

But thank God as of now we were friends and it feels good. I’ve realized that we are better this way. He’s having a good time with his life… with his love life and honestly, I am so happy for him. 

Author's Note

I'm sorry for the nonsense stuff above..
I just want to let this out of my system..

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I liked the honest tone of the story. Being friends for many years and accepting chance. I like the ending. Being thankful he was content. Thank you for sharing the excellent chapter.
Coyote

[binibiningmaya]

Sometimes being friends is much better and lasts the longer thank making it on the higher level..read moreSometimes being friends is much better and lasts the longer thank making it on the higher level..

Thank you Sir Coyote :)

[Coyote Poetry]

I agree. Friend do become good soul-mates. Led by the heart, not the flesh. Mean true love.

[binibiningmaya]

Yes Sir Coyote.. True love it is :)