I Love You, MommyA Story by Billy VanFrom Beneath the Midnight SunIt rained
heavily as a set of headlights merged into view. Mellissa steered with her left
hand; with her right hand she held onto a little girl that appeared to be
unconscious or even worse--dead. “Ev’rything will be just fine, baby girl.
Soon, it’ll be just fine.” Mellissa stroked the little girl’s hair as she lay
unresponsively at Mellissa’s side. “Mellissa,
I can only imagine the years of torment that you have gone through,” Kimberly
explained as Mellissa sat evenly while absorbing every word. And by torment,
Kimberly referred to a heartrending loss--one that no parent should ever have
to experience. “I have a terrific idea! Why don’t you start a daycare? It works
perfectly on two levels. You need the money and plus it would be therapeutic.
Mellissa, your doctor said you have to get on with your life. Don’t you think
it’s time?” Mellissa
responded with a slight tremble in her voice that suggested uneasiness, apart
from being demoralized, “Yeah, um, sure…sounds great.” It was clear her mind
was somewhere else. “It’s just that today’s
the day.” “The
day?” “Yeah,
the day.” “Oh,
yeah, the day…got it.” Kimberly paused for a second. “So, it’s been five
years today, huh?” Five years! That’s a very
long time for a person to harbor a secret. And that’s just what Mellissa had
been doing. She had everyone fooled, including herself. And if a person can
believe their own lies then they pretty
much converted deceit into reality. Kimberly
continued to ramble as Mellissa had another flashback. Only this time it was
more vivid. She ransacked through the trunk and
pulled out a shovel. She held it upright and gaped at it intensely like a
vulture does before it devours its prey. “This will definitely do the job.”
That being said, she wasted no time. As the rain continued to beat down, she
dug. And she kept digging until the hole was knee deep. However, with all the
rain, it became a mudslide. It didn’t matter. Mellissa dragged the poor girl
from the car and rolled her lifeless body down the hole covering her with all
the mud that remained. “Mellissa.
Earth to Mellissa.” “It’s
just that a daycare seems awfully expensive.” “Don’t
worry, sugar. My brother has a building that’s fully furnished. I know he’ll
let you use it. He’s such a sweetheart…ahem…pushover. Plus, you have
exceptional credit. Getting a loan would be a cinch for you.” But
still, Mellissa thought about that fatal night. She took her own
daughter’s life. And still, to this day, Megan (Mellissa’s daughter) is
listed as a missing kid--another Unsolved Mystery. Therefore,
Mellissa considered it to be a very bad idea. “No…I’ll pass.” The way
she saw it: being around all those small children (innocent and defenseless
prey) would only provoke her to kill again. She had a horrible disease.
Nevertheless, she kept it well hidden from all those who sympathized for her most
of all. Even so, it’s been such a long time and the beast inside her lay
dormant--clawing through her inner soul with an appetite for destruction. She
gave it one last thought and decisively commended that it was a wonderful idea.
“Yeah, I’ll do it. Did you say you’ll help me set things up?” “I’ll
be your biggest supporter, sugar.” “Awesome.
Can’t wait to get started.” Several
weeks had passed and Rainbow Daycare was well underway. There
was this one particular little girl named Susie that became a nuisance to
Mellissa more than anything. And she always carried a doll around with her she
called Missy Wet Pants. She claimed the doll could talk if she could only find
some batteries to put inside her. But Mellissa was always too busy to pay her
any mind. She ignored her at all costs. One
sad day, Missy Wet Pants came up missing. Mellissa told Susie that she’d look
for her--(just to shut her up). And it worked--for a little while. After a
week, Susie started pestering Mellissa, asking her if she had
found her dolly. “No…not yet…still looking,” Mellissa would jest. That
bought her another week. Then
one night, after a long stressful day of overseeing a community of children,
Mellissa came home to relax. However, she was disgusted to find that her house
was infested with cockroaches. It must be the neighbors, Mellissa thought. They
had just moved out and they were very unsanitary. Cockroaches
need food for survival. They need a host to feed them and house them.
Therefore, when their current food supply runs dry they go to what’s closest to
them. Unfortunately for Mellissa, it was her. And Mellissa absolutely refused
to live that way. Immediately,
she found the number to a RID-X company in the yellow pages and called them.
They did an over-the-phone consultation and concluded that with an infestation
as severe as hers they would have to
set up a tent and bomb her house, which could take several days, maybe even
weeks. They asked her if she had someplace she could stay--“A family member or
friend?” Her
family lived two states over and Kimberly was always busy with bringing
different men into her house. But then she remembered the daycare center. “It
has beds for naptime. That would be the perfect place to stay.” Mellissa would
send the children home, close up, and settle in for a night all to herself. She
even had a huge flat panel television set with unlimited digital cable.
Life was good. It
was her first night. Mellissa tossed and turned as she dreamed about that fatal
night. She was saturated in a cold sweat and wrapped tightly in her sheets.
She moaned as she suddenly awoke to a small voice that said, “Mommy…I love you,
Mommy.” She wasn’t sure if she was fully awake or still dreaming so she lay
there and waited to see if the voice would continue. And it did. This time it
was a short cry followed by a small burst of laughter. “Mommy…I love you,
Mommy.” Mellissa crawled out of bed and backed away from it slowly. The voice
wouldn’t stop. It continued in an ominous pattern. Mellissa questioned her sanity.
Am I going mad? Is it Megan…Megan’s ghost haunting me? What the hell is
going on? About
that time (as tension built) there was a loud pounce at the front door.
Mellissa jolted from the paranoia she had accrued and shook with fear. She
answered the door and it was Kimberly. Still, Mellissa shook like a leaf on a
tree. “What’s wrong with you, sugar? Looks like you’ve seen a ghost.” “You
have no idea.” After a short pause, Mellissa spilled the beans. “I did it.” Her
voice was soft, yet shaky. “You
did what?” “I
killed her. I buried her on Mathis Lane.” “What
are you talking about, Mellissa?” Kimberly’s tone was very callous. “My
daughter. My own flesh and blood. My God, I killed her.” Mellissa rambled in
fragments. Her thought process, choppy. “And
why are you telling me? Why confess now?” “She’s
come back. Her ghost. She’s after me. In there.” Mellissa
pointed toward the room she was frightened out of. “Stay
here. Don’t go anywhere. You hear me. I’ll be right back.” Kimberly said as she
went to investigate. Kimberly
heard the same voice but didn’t act near as frightened as Mellissa did. She was
fearless and went straight to the source. She got on all fours and lifted the
flounce while peeking underneath the bed. Mellissa
did as she was told--she waited. In
a shaken frenzy, Mellissa heard the voice draw nearer. It wasn’t in her mind.
The sound was much too real to be imagined. Kimberly slowly approached her
overly frightened friend and came to a complete halt. Missy Wet Pants was
cradled ever-so-delicately in her arms. “Mommy…I love you, Mommy.” © 2013 Billy VanAuthor's Note
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1 Review Added on October 9, 2013 Last Updated on October 9, 2013 AuthorBilly VanShawneetown, ILAboutI am 37. I have been writing since grade school. I have been writing professionally for ten years. I have many publications, horror/poetry, and a website to find out more. I write horror, poetry, som.. more..Writing
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