What now?

this i wrote on 3/17/2011 at 11:08 pm

What now?

Im sitting here at my computer thinking if your thinking of me

all the feelings that i have for you i cant express them cause it wouldnt

make a difference

all i think about these days is you whats wrong? can i help?

all i get is dont worry

when i hear those words tears me apart inside kills me slowly

this is how i feel i feel like a million piece jigsaw puzzle

that will never be put together no one to open the box to see who i am

sit there everyday waitin with a smile on my face

to see you enter with a smerk i no longer see the smerk

all i want to do is leave find my place to hide and get away from this world

but i cant do it alone

your what drives me to do anything without you there i have no energy

feels like i cant accoplish anymore

you say you cant do this anymore i sit there shed tears from the corners of my eyes

thinking why what have i done all i ever wanted to do is make you happy

i have millions of words that i wanted to express towards you

 remember im not yours

im sitting here wishing this was a dream for you to pinch me

but its not i wish you can tell me what you feel

but for my help answer this

what now?

Reviews

[Chelsea M]

wow... this makes so much more since now. I guess pain brings us together?

[Mercedes B]

I love this poem. Great work! Keep it up. Dont stop writing especially if its as great as this. I feel all your emotions just all out there and i can relate to this.

[crf]

I really liked reading this poem. it really gave you somewhere to let your emotions out and express a lot of bottled up feelings. Dont stop writing its amazing to read.