He stands there

A Poem by brandy

HE STAND THEIR PATIENTLY WAITIN FOR ME TO MAKE A MOVE. HE DONT KNW SLOWLY SURELY I SHALL WALKAWAY FRM THIS LOVE GAME TO LEAVE HIM STANDING ALONE I CANT TAKE THIS BLINDSIDED CURIOUSITY HE DISPLAYIN TO ME ITS HARD TO FEEL THIS WAY I HAV TO SAVE MY HEART BEFORE IT TURNS COLD AN BEGAN TO FILL UP WITH HEARTACHE AN PAIN SLOWLY SURELY I SHALL WALKAWAY CAUSE MY EYES ARE SEEIN THE REAL COLORS ITS REALLY COLORFUL TOO HE WATCHIN ME LIKE IM A BLK AN WHITE MOVIE IF THATS THE CASE HE SHOULD KNW ALL BLK AN WHITE MOVIES DNT HAV A GOOD REFLECTIN ENDIN SLOWLY SURELY I SHALL WALKAWAY HE IS EMOTIONALLY AN MENTALLY HURTIN ME ITS LIKE HE THE DEVIL ONLY THE DEVIL LOVE TO SEE U HURTIN SLOWLY SURELY I SHALL WALKAWAY I CANT ALLOW THIS IT FEELS LIKE NAILS AN NEEDLES PIERCIN MY MIND BODY SOUL HE TEARIN ME DOWN SPIRITUALLY IM FIGHTIN MY FLESH DAILY WITH MY SPIRIT AN HE MAKES IT WORSE FOR ME TO THINK OF SUICIDE I KNW ITS A SIN SLOWLY SURELY I SHALL WALKAWAY IM GLAD WE NEVER TOOK ANY PICTURES TOGETHER BECAUSE THEN I WOULD HAVE PHYSICAL MEMORIES IVE GREW TO DISLIKE HIM BUT I STILL LOVE HIM HES NOT WORTH THE FIGHT I CAN GIVE HE BETRAYED ME TOTALLY THEIRS NOTHIN LEFT INSIDE MY HEART ITS HARDEN MY MIND HAS GROWN ABSENCE OF HIM MY SOUL CAN NO LONGER SHARE HIS SPIRIT RAIN FLOWS FRM MY EYES FRM THE HURT SURELY IT TOOK SOME TIME TO RECOGNIZE THAT HE IS THE SAME TYPE OF MAN IVE DEALT WITH ALL MY LIFE EMOTIONAL MENTAL PHYSICAL ABUSER SO I SHALL WALKAWAY FRM HIM I TREATED HIM AS HIS STATUS OF KING STANDIN NEXT TO MY STATUS QUEEN I SHOWERED HIM WITH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AN AN RESPECT I WASH HIS BACK TO CLEAN THE DAY OF HARDSHIP FRM HIS BACKSIDE CATERED TO HIS EVRY NEED RUBBIN HIS FEET FRM THE PAIN HIS SHOES TRAVELED FOR THE DAY I WARMED HIS BELLY WITH LOVE MY HANDS PREPARED FOR HIM WATCHIN HIM INTAKE ALL OF MY PASSION I PUT INTO WHTEVER I DO FOR HIM ENJOYIN THE WAY HE SMELLS OF DIFFERENT SCENTS OF CLEAN CLOTHES HE PUT OVER HIS NAKEDNESS SLOWLY SURELY ALL OF THIS ATTENTION AN AFFECTION STOPS AN I SHALL WALKAWAY YOU GAV ME HURT AN TOOK ME FOR GRANTED AN DISRESPECT YOU WILL NEVER FIND ANOTHER ME IVE WALKAWAY SLOWLY SURELY YOU GET WHAT YOU DISHOUT..