'Richard': Number Twelve

Our first official date together since we started going out almost a month ago, and it was wonderful.

Besides the fact that I finally learned how to skip rocks.

But today I learned that I really am one of your best friends--comparable to your best guy friend. That is incredibly special. For years I've struggled, wondering who has actually cared, and if anyone ever did. It's been great to know that there is someone that does care. Even if you aren't the physical type and not one for hugs or hand holding, I still love being with you, and I wish we could spend more time together...

I'm going to miss these nights. My coworkers are counting down the days until they can leave, but for me, that means counting down the days I have left with you, and I rather not do that...

It still confuses me, that is, my feelings towards you. It's not infatuation, I've addressed that already: but it's a type of friendship I haven't really experienced. I'm kind of enjoying it.