'L': Number Four

You're practically engaged. Or are engaged, according to your brother. He said you were getting married in Nauvoo, the place I've wanted to be sealed in since it was rebuilt.

I've been in your shadow for years, or perhaps you've been in mine. Either way, we were so much like each other that everything we did was believed to be because the other did it. Or at least, it seemed that way to me. Truthfully, I'm a bit afraid to want to be married in Nauvoo now that you are. It'll just seem like I'm copying you, never mind the fact that I had the idea without your help.

I'm sorry. I shouldn't be bashing you when this is supposed to be a happy time for you. I wish you the best of luck, and that you will be able to become who you can be by being with him.