'JR': Number Two

Our date getting postponed until Thursday turned out to be a good thing.

When I jokingly asked who I could trust, I don't know how much I was actually joking--because I was pretty sure you were going to say that I could trust you. I'm sure you'll think I'm horrible now, trying to set up the conversation, but I really wanted to know whether I could trust you.

And after that? I think there's definitely a chance. And for me, that's one of the most important things in any relationship. Knowing that you value trust makes me much more likely to be willing to let myself fall.

No, I don't have a 'crush' on you yet. I'm not ruling out the possibility, but I think I scared myself away from the possibility of having a crush on you--like I mentioned earlier. Truthfully, I was waiting until our first date--and really our first time being together (Halloween doesn't quite count)--before I make a decision. It's kind of weird, to tell you the truth, that I have as much control over my feelings right now as I do. But I think it's because I'm not the one taking the lead. I can hold myself back or let myself go--will you catch me if I fall?