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CHAPTER - 9

 

 THE LAST PAGE OF MY DIARY….

 

Dear Diary

 

I always heard from everyone how does it feel like when you lose the person whom you love the most from your life. But I never actually knew that it would ever be so hard.

Almost a year has passed now since her death but it still feels like as if everything happened just yesterday. My perspective towards my life entirely changed after the day when I read her diary. I always loved Natasha from my heart but I don't know what on this world stopped me from telling her about my feelings. I never actually got the chance to let her know for what I felt for her, for what I still feel for her.

 

But after reading her diary, I also got an idea about how deeply was she was in love with me. That was surely a trick of fate that God had played with both of us. They say that if you love someone and if that someone loves you too then you got the entire world. I loved Natasha and I know she loved me too…but I actually lost my entire world after her death, since I never got the chance to express myself in front of her.

 

We should never hide our feelings from anyone, and should never ever hesitate to let others know for what we feel for them. Because one day, it could be just too late to let them know that and then it might happen that they won't be present to listen about you and your love for them which you had in your heart from ages.

 

Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, and it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. . Love is always something which makes you a different person, and when the entire pretty blossom had fallen from your branches you often find that you both were one tree and not two...

 

Love is what I felt for Natasha and for what she felt for me. Love is what I'm doing right now by still keeping her alive here inside of my heart. I will always live all those beautiful memories which I cherished with Natasha, because they are the only things with which I’m left now from her, of her, which constantly reminds me of our past and incomplete future.

 

Natasha really changed me a lot and I really learned a lot from her and her absence. Now I'm no more afraid to express myself and I even say this to everyone now…that When you find someone whom you really love. Never let them go, not for anything. Because when they are gone, you realize how much they really meant to you. And by then, it just might be too late to get them back.

 

I lost her but I don't want anyone to do the same mistakes that I did. Love is such a fortunate accident to happen with anyone and whenever it will happen with you, just never ever let it go and never hide it from your love…

 

So…always tell someone how much you love them, because if you do they might break your heart, but if you won't they might break theirs.

 

 

I'm Keith…and this was my story…..

 

 

 

Reviews

[LlamaLord]

Just about every line in this teaches each and every one of us a lesson of love (if not many). This was beautiful in the most heart-wrenching of ways! The love you've shown for her, through your pieces, is such a true love. However, I came to the conclusion, after a few tears, that this WAS the most meaningful and beautiful of them all.
"I loved Natasha and I know she loved me too�but I actually lost my entire world after her death, since I never got the chance to express myself in front of her."
Is making someone your world always the best thing? I've asked myself many time and have decided no... unless this person is the person you would live a million lives for, and die a million-and-one deaths for. Just from those few lines, the reader realizes that she WAS your world. Its so heartbreaking to listen to how you lost it.. and to go through all of this, is simply the most courageous thing. Best wishes

-Austin

[Ru Banerjee]

This was such a poignant, heart-warming and moving saga of loving, losing, pining and mourning that melted my heart right away. There is a real Catharsis put to use at the end of the story that is utmost uplifting and inspiring to all those who have loved and lost their loved ones and are striving to live their remaining lives with the inexplicable agony of losing.

[Elanra]

"Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, and it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.
Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. . Love is always something which makes you a different person, and when the entire pretty blossom had fallen from your branches you often find that you both were one tree and not two.."

You are a master. And this is a masterpiece. This story of a ordinary man and a ordinary woman with an extraordinary love could never have been told better.

You, Master, teach us with your story. You show us the most heart-breaking example of what may happen if we dont express ourselves in front of the one we love. And that regret we would feel until the last breath we exhale... A single drop of tear on a wrinkled face shed for the lost loved one even after a lifetime...

Huh... maybe I should go and tell him too. Whats the guarantee of him being safe just bcus I told him to take care... You confused me and also gave me a weird determination.

Like I said before, you are an inspiration.

God Bless You Bhavya...
Thank you for this fantastic piece of art..

[Innocent]

So�always tell someone how much you love them, because if you do they might break your heart, but if you won't they might break theirs.


A great advice, and a very great way to convey that too. Great work Bhavya..Bravo!

[Karl]

This was strong and really very powerful. But this teaches us that we should always tell out loved ones how much we love them because one day who knows, they can leave out of our life forever.

[Roxy]

I loved this...I loved this...and I loved this!
This was so so so sad and heartfelt. I sensed every emotion of the lead character and I cried for him. You are an awesome writer. Thank you for sharing it here with all of us.

[!!..Love..!!]

This was heart breaking but still so beautiful.
I have completed the book and I'm into tears now..and I also want to hug you right now O-o

[Drifter]

This is a rather heartbreaking read. Apart from some minor issues with grammar and wording, it was quite compelling. Still, it reminds me of the girl I loved... Never did tell her how much she meant to me. Kudos.

[Vaishali..^_^]

wow..!it was so beautiful ...and the same time sad...!!
yeah..!it's true...we should express our feelings before it's too late...!!
and at least there shouldn't be a regret afterward we haven't tried even ...!!
it's better to express your feeling...your love and gratitude...rather than keeping it confine to yourself..it will be more beautiful then......!!your love is of no value to the other person until and unless you express it...!!

"always tell someone how much you love them, because if you do they might break your heart, but if you won't they might break theirs."
very truly said...!!
great write...!!
i really love it...!
as always you did a fantastic job ..!!:P