I wonder how different life would have been..

I wonder how different life would have been.. 

If you wouldn't have left. 

Would it all be simple? 

Would it all make sense? 

Would it all give me the happiness that i deserve? 

I wonder how different life would have been.. 

If you kept all you promises. 

The ones you made at the carck of the dawn. 

The ones where you promised to never leave me stranded, alone, without you. 

I wonder how different life would have been.. 

If u were there to share all my sorrows and my joys. 

My stupid secret's, fears and dreams wouldn't have felt so forsaken. 

If you'd have been there to guide me through all my problems maybe i wouldn't have been where i am today. 

I wonder how different life would have been.. 

 

If you'd have been there, listening to my endless blabber, my insecurities, and my unfulfilled goals, to which you would say, "I am there, and we're gonna make it, together". 

I wonder how different life would have been.. 

But now i sit alone where the void around, inundates me. 

In the same room where you told me you'd never leave me derelict. 

I wonder how different life would have been..