Grey

but as bad as i am i'm proud of the fact that i'm worse than i seem.

The wind blows

scattering the leaves around

leaving me in between

stuck within

I don't know what to do

as I spin around

confounded

by the beauty before me

But I see grey

raptured 

within this array

a monochrome

I cannot escape

I see the things I want to be

but they leave me

the colors slip through my fingers

the leaves turn somber

the outlook is bleak

Now I see grey

captured

within this parade

marching around blind

I cannot escape

What exactly am I looking for?

I feel so alone but still 

I search for more

I wish I could ease this 

miscommunication

this infatuation

with the unknown

What exactly do I want?

I search for it

but still I need more

But I see grey

secured

within this disarray

a monochrome

I cannot escape

Author's Note

Feeling pretty down... I have had a lot going on. This was a bit of my inner emotions. It was inspired by the song I put on there called "Grey" by Ani DiFranco.