Anymore

I'm better off alone.

I won't be a bother anymore

you don't have to see me anywhere, anymore

since you hate seeing me

I just won't be in the way anymore.

I know when no one likes me

I know when they can't stand seeing me

I know when I'm in the way

I just won't bother anyone anymore. 

When it's all over

I can always drink half of this

won't have to feel anymore than what I feel

and that isn't much.

I just don't know what it's like

to be loved

I have loved in my time

but never get it returned to me.

Heck, maybe I'm doing it the wrong way

but I know when I've overdid my stay

since you just don't want or need me there

now, I know you just don't care.

I don't want a funeral

and I don't want to be cremated 

just throw me in a wooden box

call it good.

I don't expect anyone to say anything about me

but only of bad things

just forget me

it will be like I never existed.

I'm tired of living like this

having nowhere to go to

I just feel out of place

no matter what.

I don't think I were meant to be here

it wouldn't even matter

I'm just done

I'm done trying, I can't get better.

Author's Note

life, feeling, loss

Reviews

[Mad Minion]

You must of been in some mood to have written this lol

[blondecat84]

I sure was, just feeling down.

[Mad Minion]

it makes for a great poet, to turn feelings into something beautiful with mere words

[blondecat84]

And I don't have to rhyme, LOL. I do need to use better words though.

[blondecat84]

I just feel like a no good for nothing, sometimes.