Numb

Life itself.

As I pull the cover over my face

I wonder what it's like

to just not be here anymore 

to just be dead

no more

not having to deal with anything

not having to worry 

if the next day will be good

or if it will be bad

not having to worry

about another day

no more life.

All I feel is numb

as if I'm not living

I just don't want to feel

I can't feel

I don't know what's wrong with me

I can't find an expression for this

I feel as if I'm just done

I won't go deep 

I won't fall in love

it hurts so bad

it's so painful

to just lose someone.

Author's Note

Just have been entirely broken for a while now.

Reviews

[wordman]

sometimes life and love are cruel,but that`s what makes us grow .
hope it gets better soon.

[blondecat84]

Thank You, I sure hope so, too.