I Don't Want Another

I Don't know what to do,
I'm so confused.
I think I like you,
But what can I do?

Sit around and hear my brain scramble,
Because I remember last time's disaster
That knotted me into one love triangle,
How the love I bared basically ripped at me.

So what should I do now?
I think you're a year below,
But I don't care,
Because when I see you.
I feel like staring,
And my mother said staring is rude. :3

Last night I cried,
Because I don't know what to do.
I don't want to love you.
Not at all.
So much pain is still there,
And I'm scared for one moment it could get worse.

I feel light headed when I see you,
I feel weak when I think about you.
I know you've seen me too,
But I bet I don't exist to you.

What shall I do?
I don't wanna have a crush on you.

Author's Note

yes its true... but am so confused

Reviews

[Break The Broken]

I feel like staring,
And my mother said staring is rude. :3

So much pain is still there,
And I'm scared for one moment it could get worse.

those are my favorite parts but all together it was really good, and easy to relate to. weve all been there and i thought you expressed the way you feel about this person and not wanting to like them very well.

[Dreamer]

you penned your emotions well. Sad isnt it, when your heart just will not do what your heads tell it- its like a physical fight against yourself (You cant never win tht) :(

[Dove]

You portrayed what you were feeling very well. The third stanza was absolutely brilliant to me. Especially the last two lines of it. Fantastic poem.

[joshua deathdealer]

Excellent portrayal of these feelings. This brought back memories for me. Well done..xx

[Seshat Nidaba]

I'm still trying to deal with my own emotions and I'm twice your age, so I totally get this.

I guess we'll just leave infatuation for when we want to feel bitter-sweet. Nice write!

[SoulCrusader (Yas)]

Yes....love can be so confusing and those awkward love triangles.... if it is a crush you will get over it...if love then will take way more time...
"I feel light headed when I see you,
I feel weak when I think about you."
That signifies love to me....

Awesome poem :)

[paparapapa]

Well, they say a new love can heal a broken heart. I'm not really that experienced when it comes to this kind of things, but all I know is that falling in love with someone is a happy thing, so it is up to you if you will deny yourself with that happiness. Yeah, you got it, I just want to say... give it a chance. :)))) We don't really know what may happen, but that's the beauty of life. Again, I say give it a chance! Haha. Totally my own opinion though. =))