Hope this pain will let me be

It's Just Me

I'm tall but weak and broken,
I'm hurt and fucked with emotion.
Bleeding out names I don't mean,
He thinks I'm wrong,
But he hasn't seen what I've seen.
If this isn't real,
I dont' know what is.
It's the burning pain I feel,
Of all the hurt I didn't believe.
I shielded myself with Hope,
For a while i coped.
It's just harsh reality,
It broke me and my shield.
Came charging at me with the f*****g hurt,
Stole my breath,
And punctured my chest.
The b***h of a pain,
Makes me forvever complain.
Just Hoping,
One day.
This god damn pain will let me be,
And The One will come and fix me...

Author's Note

Mind my swearing, I just came up with it at the top of my head