You always make me love you !<3

          You always make me love you!

 

 

To a boy I once cherished and I boy I still do but trust is like paper, once crupled never the same......................

 

The thing is, we used to be so deep and close and I know I let you in. My heart was fooled and I learned something, forget the past but not what it's taught me. So when you come knocking and you ask

" why are you still angry at me?"

I'll say I'm not angry I'm just smart, because the last time I let you in you broke my heart, no not just my heart you broke me. Here's the thing I have bestfriends and people who have been treated the same but they never understand me. I hate that I'm writing this because you read all the magazine paragraphs, short stories and poems, you watch plenty of tv to know it hurts but you never really understand or empathize. And people say

" you never understand until it happens to you," well sometime you don't get it and see that girl in the corner with the black mascara streaks painted across her red face well there because of him. There is so many guys in the world but I still love you and I dont know what to do because I try moving on but I see you every day and just to feel your warm familiar cuddles make me uncontrollably blush so hunnie I want you to know something:

" I loved you and in my heart I always will but the pain of what you did never goes away it's jus masked by my love and sweety I wish I could say I love you but not what you've become because inspite of that my heart keeps growing and each day it's showing. It pains me to know you can read my heart better than your own because then your cocky and pompous, maybe that should be a turn off? Or the fact you stil blame the mess on me or compare it to others situations, Honey I'll always be in pain because your like this:

1 Your in love with me but not just me!

2 you oversized ego hides your insecure self

3 you still don't understand me

4 You always make me love you

 

but I'll always love you because:

1 you read me like no one else can without knowing.

2 you give me butterflies and blushing cheeks

3 your hug is like the sweetest red rose

4 you always make me love you ..............

Reviews

[bethany cullen]

that was such a nice review and compliment I can really relate to everything you said and thank you so much very apprecatied....xxxxx

[Alana McGuire]

Awww, this seriously almost made me cry. It's definitely relatable to me. I was in love with my best guy friend for a few years. We almost got together a few times, but never did. Looking back, I'm still not sure if he loved me, or loved having someone around to help him with all the other girls he drew in over time. Wing man isn't the best position when all you really want is first place.
I have written about half of my writing on here about him because time doesn't always heal the wounds and our memories are like grass stains on white fabric.

And I love the way you wrote this. You know, you're extremely talented for your age. I know nobody wants to hear that phrase "for your age", but it's true; you're still young, but your words are greatly matured.
I love the way you described him as cocky and pompous. Well said!
"I hate that I'm writing this because you read all the magazine paragraphs, short stories and poems, you watch plenty of tv to know it hurts but you never really understand or empathize."
Those lines really stood out to me a lot when I was reading. Well, the whole thing actually stood out and tugged at me, captivating me and drawing me in.
Very well written, and I believe with no doubt, you're going to g somewhere someday with a pen, paper, and your words.

[bethany cullen]

thank you (its all true lol x)

[Megan Muirhead]

really like it xxx

[bethany cullen]

ohhh thank you

[samiashannon]

Aww that's sooooo sweet xxx amazing bethany xxxx

[bethany cullen]

heyya guys, sorry for any mistakes and it's a bit thrown together lolx