Jealously

 Jealously

Jealousy, brings out the worst in people. 

Even the calmness person can't keep it inside.

You see this little story isn't a fake, isn't made up and certainly ins't a fairy tale.

No, there is no silver lining on every cloud, no happy ending to every story. 

And if you asked a penny for my thoughts you'd need 1 million for my emotions.

Tuesday night

"Bye babe, love you"

" Love you too, text me when you get home" 

*30 minutes later*

"hey, you home yet? Miss you already"--- 4pm

"Hey, are you there?"---4.20

"Hello babe?"--- 4.40

"text me when you get this?"--- 5.03

"Hey baby girl sorry was doing something"

"what?"

"Aww... Tamara came round to watch a movie"

"Tamara?"

"You know Tammy, I've know her since I was 2! You've met her 4 times...?"

"Oh yeah.. tammy..." (THE INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL...FLIRTY BESTFRIEND)!!!!

"G2G we are watching another movie."

"Byee you... love you lots :)"

"bye x"

"Love you"

"see you later"

"Talk tomorrow??? Love you"

"Yeaa, tomorrow x"

*Lay down and felt nausea overwhelming me as I knew he was with The gorgeous Tammy all snuggled up watching a movie......*

Wednesday morning

"Hey baby, you coming out tonight?"

"Can't babe Tammy is coming but maybe Friday, okay?"

"Sure...."

"See you, gotta run"

This continued for a week.... we never went out on friday and then I saw them in ASDA... the third isle from the toilets, kissing... I ran out and that was it, boys...?  I was done because I know why he cheated. I was Jealous. A different person when she was around, always around. I was always on guard, defending myself when I didn't have to. 

You see, Jealously, brings out the worst in people.

Even the calmness person can't keep it inside.

Author's Note

Hey, this isn't my best work, it's not interesting, funny, romantic, dramatic or even a good piece but sometimes the worst write says the most and this is the kind of thing that doesn't have to be perfect just has to be true. Hope you can relate and understand what this is supposed to mean.

Reviews

[bethany cullen]

Thanks sam x

[samiashannon]

this is really good beth XX amazing peice bethh! XXXXXXXX