Sorrow of the Heart

This is the never ending pain I feel

when your love no longer surrounds me,

as if someone took a knife and stabbed me

making an incision that leads all the way to my heart

 

The day you left me was the day I fell apart

you took away every little piece of me on that dark November night

now I’m drowning in a sea of depression

how can I live on, when the other half of me is gone

 

I know I pushed you away and hid my true feelings from you,

but now I understand, I didn’t know what I really had until it was gone

when they say true love only comes once in a lifetime

I understand what it truly means now

 

I sit and watch the sunlight casting shadows of our dissipated relationship,

tears slowly falling from my eyes, running wild like the Nile river

ever since you have left, everything in life has become nothing to me

I can’t bring myself to like or love anything anymore

I still feel your presence around me, so strongly

your picture always cruelly taunting me

 

Alone at night, I wonder if you still think about me even a little

I hope someday you will come back and stop these endless tears that falls

but one day that hopeless fantasy will disappear

just the way you did from my life

 

The pain and sadness now starts to fade away slowly

the tears has completely dried away now

the darkness I was in, has now started to show rays of light again

my weak and helpless self you left crying in the dark, has become stronger

 

I have learned from my past and look towards the future now

I see you in the street with a new woman, looking at her the way you did me

but I don’t feel any pain or sadness, but

disgust for the monster in front of me that tells such beautiful lies

and then throws you way, when he has finished playing with your feelings

 

Now I have found the one who I was really destined for, and won’t fall again for those tricks