Pros and Cons

Kind of sad.
All this depression.
Tell me why?
Finding pros and cons
of sin unforgivable.
Flip a coin.
To be or not to be.
And tell me why?
Why you jump from
content straight to
suicide?

Why does giving up
just appeal?
What is there to live for
in death?
And tell me why?
Why you don't see it.
Why you can't read me
Like you used to.
Why you'd leave me.

I always wondered.
If suicide is so unforgivable
and yet there's hope
for the robbers and rapists
and murderers.
If there's hope for me
in my darkest shade
of black and brightest
shade of red.
I always wondered.

Why would you flip a coin?
Gambling your life,
Ending mine.