why didn't you call me back that day?

You drowned in alcohol
I burned because of alcohol

That day I was coming from a funeral
Then I went to the another funeral of a love that never there.

I promised myself not to check my phone every second
That day you offended me with my will
I hid my pride under the sand
And I lost the track

I can't be mad at you
I can't shoot arrows anywhere but your heart
I'm not close enough to see your stars
and I have nightmares you call other girls sweetheart

I know I'm a foreign
I probably won't be added next to your name
I don't know why I'm always playing in front of your house
But you watch from the window and don't open the door
And you don't let me into your home when there's a fire outside