what a loss

A Poem by berenongur

It contains swearing and negative expressions. This is a song that I recorded with my guitar last year, so here are the lyrics

***It contains swearing and negative expressions***

Verse1

When the rest of my friends tells me they proud of me

I believe that I'm doing the right thing more

In my letters to the future I know I said "had we?"

But we couldn't find something to stand for

I put your belongings in a separate box when I moved

I must've thought one day we would put in our house

I hope your friends thinking you proved

When I cried on the stairs with my blooded blouse

Pre chorus-

I tried so hard to remember you good

but I can't stop thinking about the things you didn't when you could

Chorus

I can easily forget everything

Even my father's face

Even the words my brother said when I escaped from death

But I can't forget because you never tried to placate, if it wasn't after sex

If I never scared, did anybody see

I hope it was worth it after all I've tried to be

I hope it was worth it the life you chose over me

Because if it's not what a loss for we

Verse2

When I woke up with a stabbing pain in my heart

I was asking what happened to this man

"Love you more than anything" is he still can say that now

All the guys before made me believe you were from the above

My best version told me to leave you faster

"He only goes to cinema for kissing better"

-Leftists write good poetry, but their ideas are hopelessly- right?

You were the only one who I told to accident

I made you the knight, when I gave you the sword, you were going to stab me

Pre

I tried so hard to remember you good but I can't stop thinking about the things you did when you shouldn't

I can easily forget everything

Even my dad died on my birthday

Even the songs written by the guy who betrayed

But I can't forget when I asked multiple times

Are there anything you wanna tell me about, like what you did last night?

I hope it's something worth it for you to leave with might/pride.

I hope its worth it you chose over light

Because if it's not, what a loss of a hand made kite

Bridge

I hope you find someone who listen to you talk about the topics you have no idea

I hope you find someone who thinks you're cool, cause you shot the f*****g tequila

I hope you find someone who will tolerate the swearing you hurl at your mother

I hope you find someone who cares about the couches you broke while defending football players,

who you won't have even a quarter money of they have

Cause I'm not there, don't care what do you do tonight.

I'm tired of you don't hearing my sound when i talk about something makes me shake

When I will be more important than betslips or your friend's paint stained cars, can't wait.

I fought with your circle, I bought my own herbal, I coughed alone every day

You laughed with everyone, even they don't feel fine, do you realized it's almost May, how?

I hate the way I'm coming back after all the disrespect, they still tried to defend you

When you don't even f*****g care, all the things I fought whole bare

Don't wanna know what you will say now

When they don't let me leave, all the times I gave a grieve

Whose sleeve you were in?

If you expect me to forget everything at forty five at my door

There will be someone else who calls me wife and wins the war of mine

I hope the life you chose over me was worth it.

I hope it was.

© 2025 berenongur

Author's Note

There may be grammar and spelling errors. I apologize. I have checked many times, but since I wrote with pain, there may be parts I missed. If you notice, I am open to corrections in any way. Thanks in advance.

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Soren

The errors in grammer and spelling may be corrected but it would take away part of the passion of the poem and the identity of the author. A great deal of pain comes through in this poem of emotional betrayal and a feeling of unimportance in another's life that is important enough to you to return after abuse. Yet there is no sign of change and this leaves dark skies for the future. A most heart felt write