This beautiful disasterA Poem by pixie_dust
If someone where to ask me
what my love life is like I'd say its a beautiful disaster, A beautiful disaster with unfortunate events But whats to come next will be the ultimate test To settle our year And be friends till we deem fit If we can work into it then we will go back to it If not well I gain a friend indeed I do this because what I feel is true I know what passion and foolishness is And I know this is right in the middle where it seems fit I'm not held down nor blinded by love I can accept certain faits But I know that in my heart what I feel is real. Not saying it wouldn't suck to not get to love him To be the person to make him smile when things are rough To show him the amazing things about him when he can't see it himself But I will never take it back for I get to bond with someone unlike any other. To keep this beautiful disaster within my life I worked my friendship then settled with him I see no reason to not work again Love is a work in progress No good relationship is easy So now that he wants to try being my friend; Now that he's reaching into deeper parts of him. It drives me harder to work with him. My beautiful disaster is complicated He's influenced from the pain he carries So he is afraid of being hurt by me and with the unknowns of the world That's why it's harder for him to get close to me and to his feelings. I want nothing but to show him someone who wants to be their through thick and thin. Knowing these things only make me fight harder To show him I'm not here for selfish desire Or to break him apart. I stand true to the things I feel I haven't walked away yet Especially when things are intense Because for some reason relationship or not Something draws me to him This want to see the person he becomes and the person he can be. © 2015 pixie_dust |
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Added on December 31, 2015 Last Updated on December 31, 2015 Authorpixie_dustNew York City, NYAboutIn life we go through moments that only writing them down can keep us going. Hi I'm Bella Pixie, I am Puerto Rican, Colombian and Italian Punkish Hippie and I love to write, play music, dance, give.. more..Writing
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