Me part II

What you see on the surface 
The happy, loving pixie
Is half true
I'll hold it close so I can brighten your mood
I function off of happy energy 
It feels just right
But times when my head goes wild 
I turn to this person 
You just don't know
Many voices
Chaotic destruction 
You'd say I'd gone mad
I'm a walking contradiction 
Happy and sad
Depression does all the rest.

As I've gotten older 
And the other section of my head
The one controlled by Ana 
Have given me the development of anxiety
I've caused damage upon myself 
More and more I feel the damage within me.
My hands hurt
My legs hurt
My body hurts
I'm dying slowly 

But I don't give up
No I don't back down
Because though I complicate myself
I'm stronger then the things put in my way
For I don't go down without fight
Recovery is the way to be.