The s**t you put me throughA Poem by pixie_dustFrustrations, why do I put myself through this?
I don't understand what I put myself through
Because what my heart and mind want Is simply not leading me right My logic knows. That maybe I'm not doing this right But I can't change the things I feel For even with all the s**t I've been though with you I return over and over again. Now we made things serious after a year of getting to know And I'm wondering how serious this is to go You do little things and I admire it so. We agreed to an open relationship So I guess this is how it goes 1 Bella 9 Micah Was it meant to be like this? Or am I just being destructive to myself I like the freedom for me in it But why such a fast body count In just a matter of 3 weeks. We talk about each time But now theirs a pattern I just can't deny I see it I feel it It's something you can't hide My ordeal was not to be on you But to work with you till we could be something more serious But I seem to be fooling myself The s**t you make me feel When you forget who you made 1 But on top it of all forgetting the position we got ourselves in Minimal consideration To the things I feel But New York you do nothing for me but have minimal amazing people The work sucks It's too cold Miami you smell closer each day. © 2015 pixie_dust |
StatsAuthorpixie_dustNew York City, NYAboutIn life we go through moments that only writing them down can keep us going. Hi I'm Bella Pixie, I am Puerto Rican, Colombian and Italian Punkish Hippie and I love to write, play music, dance, give.. more..Writing
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