chachu

i know by the passage of time we grew more mature and merged into realities.i have accepted my fate and continued my journey.i always tried to be  honest and faithful to all the relationships.but you are the one with whom i never had any relation what so ever.and when i meet my self ,it shows me your reflection.its been 2 three days that i m extremely missing you.i felt you all around me,in my veins,in my dreams.though you never loved me.not for a moment .not for a second. but i miss you.when ll i be free of you.why  cant i just forget.i love praying for you.i love missing you, i love dreaming about you.my heart yearns for you,your attention,your love,your face,your eyes,your smile,your words,your attention but in the end i m left with empty soul,empty mind,empty hand and empty heart.