How many times will I try to remember something to cling to to keep me together
How many times will I hold on to nothing waiting for something to fall into my hands
How many times am I banging my head hanging on by a thread till I wished I was dead
How many times will I stare at this paper searching for words to create an escape
How many times will I try to erase all my fears with the drink that I cant stand the taste of
And how many times will I whisper her name to remember the pain and the tears that stained her face
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