Maybe This is Insanity

over and over...

How many times will I try to remember something to cling to to keep me together How many times will I hold on to nothing waiting for something to fall into my hands   How many times am I banging my head hanging on by a thread till I wished I was dead How many times will I stare at this paper searching for words to create an escape How many times will I try to erase all my fears with the drink that I cant stand the taste of And how many times will I whisper her name to remember the pain and the tears that stained her face