Phantoms

phantoms in my head again

Telling me there’s something wrong

It’s so hard to see the truth when

 the lies are convincing me they are real

Im an imposter in my own life

going through the stages without much feeling

lead by false promises from the old me

thinking if i burn it all down I’ll be happy

but when has that ever worked out before

i'm trying this new thing

feeling it and letting it sink in

rather then running