Pour into you

I think I forgot myself along the way.

Im haunted,

by the way things used to be, 

the good times,

they used to exist

 

just out of reach

too far from touch

it's a smell that ignites me

patchouli and musk

it's sunflowers dancing in the wind

condesation from drinks

sitting too long in the sun

ice melting in pink cups

I pour myself into you

hoping I can be there again

but your just a memory

dead, gone and buried

Why did childhood seem so simple

playing in the garden, making mud pies

daring eachother to eat worms

instead we'd sit on the deck 

eating dunkaroo's

it's screams from the thunder

hiding under the covers

playing with fake makeup

spiderman, barbies and dinosaurs

If i pour myself into you

will you come back?

will you tell me where you went?

I don't see you anymore, when i look in the mirror

I see a haunted face staring back at me

looking back in horror at the face i used love

If I pour myself into you

will you forgive me

for the time's i forgot you

when it was just you and me

will you take my hand again

will that make me happy?

If I pour my sorrow's into who i used to be

maybe we can make it together

atleast untiil tomorrow