Shadows

Suffocating underneath all these emotions

going through daily life, just going through the motions

living on auto pilot, just trying to make it through the day

stuck in the house most days, trying to find my way

through all of this pressure inside of chest

its disturbing every part of my life, including my rest

I dream of horrors, to much to comprehend

spiraling in the darkness just praying it'll will end

flying with wings of self depreciation

wondering what it's like to have a life of appreciation

I can feel the silver lining, taste it on my tongue

when it comes to feeling it, the darkness seems to overcome

the will to live a life of beauty and the shadows seems to win

the horrors that are in my dreams, are starting to replace me 

from within