Truth is

Truth is

i'm not okay

i'm caught up in this feeling

that life is meant to be full

I thought life was supposed to be more beautiful then this

the sun was supposed to be brighter

the moon bigger

the stars lighter

what is my purpose

i've been going through the motions of pretending im alright

truth is im sinking again

this time i'm really not up for swimming to the surface

maybe i need to go to the bottom to realize what life is

the truth is im learning how to cope

with the resentment and the sadness of people telling me what i should be

grateful

happy

joyful

kind 

at peace

instead i'm

sad

destructive

self sabtogaging

growing and learning everyday

not perfect

truth is im

an imperfect

human

Reviews

[Gee]

Imperfect is what every single one of us is. Trick is loving ourselves and finding that special one that will love us warts an’ all, and that will happen sooner or later.
Good morning

[beauitifulybroken]

Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate the feedback. Good afternoon from here. :)