Gratitude

What do you have to be ungrateful for

your blessed with a minimum wage job

that barely pays the bills

a roaming mind that can never sit still

a loving husband that loves you and puts you first

I can't shake this feeling, of uncertainly and sadness

of unfullment and heaviness

im tired, exhausted of 

pretending to be okay

happy

sad

mad 

resentful

peaceful

grateful

selfish

giving

 worried but carefree

balanced but broken

full but starving

starving for meaning

to hold a hand of a lost soul

to guide them into peace and light

to prove things will be alright

to sit still and just be me

what do i have to be ungrateful for?